Tuesday, August 31, 2010

here it goes

tomorrow is gonna be a huge day for me and i need to stay focused. its hard tho with the situation my grandma is in. i cant believe she let herself get that bad. it just sucks and its really scary to think that she might get more jail time then what she has already served. i hope that they are somewhat lenient with her. i know she doesn't really deserve it cuz it is all her fault but still she is my grandma and i love her. i just wish all this could have been avoided. but everything happens for a reason and i hope after all this is over and done with she will have a better perspective on life. i know i certainly do from all this mess. i am staying away from alcohol for a while. i definitely will not be drinking and driving anymore. i just hope that the other party is OK and that they are doing well. i know it has to be hard for them as well. i hope that they forgive her for what happened and that they move on from this.
on a lighter note:
i am so focused on these interview tomorrow that it is ridiculous. i can see all my plans coming into reality now. its a step closer to achieving them! its amazing!

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