yesterday i had lunch with a friend who i miss dearly. its hard not being able to just call him and say hey let's hangout. yesterday i wanted to just say I'm sorry and let's be cool like we were before. but i wont apologize till he says it first. I'm not giving up on my stand. i made it and I'm gonna hold firm to it.
i had a dream this morning that he told me him and the person he is seeing decided to call it quits. i should have been excited and said OK lets hang out but i didn't. i know i cant blame this third person for all of it. but he definitely played a big part in me and my friend talking. it sucks but there is nothing i can do about it. i tried being accepting of him but then i became something less desirable to hang out with.
idk he might argue differently but that's the impression i got from this abandonment.
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