did you really think it was like that?

"Are you really gonna say hi like that?"
"Uhh yeah."
Did she really think that I was gonna be welcoming to him? She obviously doesn't know me then. What made her think I was ever cool with him. I told her that a long time ago that I would never be. Did she think things had changed. Why would they, she just keeps making it worse for herself. The only thing I want to talk to her about is why the hell she came back in the first place? Now she's saying she is going to go back with him when he goes back. That this trip is just to get her stuff. I really want nothing to do with her right now. She made me put up this wall again. I was so excited to have my sister back. I needed that sisterly bond with her right now. But obviously that didn't work out. Thank God for Stephanie! I don't know what I would do without that girl! I am just so hurt that I cry when I think about it. I hate being mad at her but right now my heart just hurts too much. I can't believe she actually expected me to greet him. She needs to open up her eyes and see what she's doing to herself and her family. It's not fair to us...either respect what we have to say, or simple don't come to us when you are suffering because you don't listen to what we have to say anyway.
I hope you are happy with your decisions. I hope you realize what makes you happy and go for it. I am always gonna be here for you but for right now I am too hurt to be welcoming. To him and to you.