disappointed

contains some strong language.

I don’t get it. Can someone help me understand? Why do you say that you aren’t happy where you so you move back but yet still maintain contact with the person you left. How the fuck do you expect to get over them?! If you are still so inclined to keep them in your life why move back?! Why make the people who love you suffer with the constant question of when you are going to leave again? I guess since I haven’t been in this situation I have no room to speak but I am entitled to my feelings. I just wish she would either stay out there with him and just suffer the consequences or move on and make the effort to get over it. I can understand that it’s hard, that it’s difficult to move on when its what you are so used to, but why then move back. I don’t understand. I think its stupid to go back. Why put yourself through that shit again especially since you know he is only leaving. I hope he does leave I hope he goes far away!! Super far away! I hope when you come back you find someone who sweeps you off your feet! Someone who is ten times the person he will ever be…and that shouldn’t be hard since he ain’t shit!! Fucking loser! Ugh I really hate him!! I can’t believe how mad and disappointed I am in you and your decisions!! You hurt my feelings so much that I don’t even know why I made any effort to help you with anything. I hope you are happy with your decisions though but just know that from here on out I’m not getting used to you being around. I’ll always keep that wall up against you and if you stay with him I will never accept him. That I hope you know that hasn’t changed and never will change. You made your bed now sleep in it. But quit messing up my bed alright!!