i am definitely dreading these next few days. it hurts me to not be able to hang out with Steph and Jared but i know i cant avoid my grandma. not that i am trying to avoid her but its just that i don't want to say bye. i know its only a short amount of time but still to not have my grandma around for the next 5 months breaks my heart. last night i cried a lil when i was with Steph but i tried not to show it. i don't know how well i did lol
its one of those heart and mind battles again. i know she'll be back but my heart doesn't seem to believe my head. when i look at it through the logical sense i know i am silly to cry but my emotions are definitely taking the steering wheel. so i just hope i can suck this up..cry till i feel better and be OK with all this.
Monday i dread you, yet i am gonna stand up to you and come out the winner!
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